I just got the word this morning. One of my wonderful older friends, who had been a total support through my pregnancy and losing Colton, passed away last night. She was like a third Grandmother to me...and was completely in love with my daughter. She had lost her husband a couple years ago, and had been bringing me through the grieving process...And she's gone. Just like that.
I can't deal with this anymore. Just when I think I'm moving somewhere, finding a way to get past all this crap, it sucks me right back in. I am tired of losing the people I love.