Ugh :(

So last weeks Non stress test my protein levels were 220 (of its 300 or higher than its pre e) and they did the dip thing after I peed in the cup and it didn't show. (It showed in the 24 urine) well this week it's starting to show in the urine I peed in the cup. That means my protien is higher... I'm still at the hospital at the non stress test and they just took blood and did blood work and the results will be done in a hour, so I'm sitting here waiting. The results will determine if I have him early. I'm scared... I don't want to have him early, I have to be prepared just incase I do though. And if I do I'll have to travel 2 hours away to the NICU. I just wanted a healthy pregnancy. I'm sorry for this vent I guess. And I'm sorry about the typos and grammer I'm on my iPod. I'm just really scared and sitting in shock thinking what ifs...   I have no one else to talk to and ugh.. I'm just scared.

Keep your head up momma! Is anyone there with you!? If not we are all here to talk to

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mama Charli:</b>" Keep your head up momma! Is anyone there with you!? If not we are all here to talk to"</blockquote>


No I'm all alone.   I tried calling my mom but she's to tired to talk.

I am dealing w same thing...24hr turned in yesterday I didn't start spilling in office til Friday and had pre e before without spilling in office...I will be 32 weeks Friday. ..I was in hospital from 30-35 weeks w daughter til I had her due to pre e....it will be ok...ask for steroid shots

Quoting Tiffany (32weeks):" <blockquote><b>Quoting Mama Charli:</b>" Keep your head up momma! Is anyone there with ... [snip!] ... If not we are all here to talk to"</blockquote> No I'm all alone.   I tried calling my mom but she's to tired to talk."

so call her back and tell her whats going on. She will most likely be right there with you. Im sorry. wish there was more I could do but for now, I'm just a PM away. if you want to talk about anything, feel free. Let me know what they say. Everything will be fine tho. Just remember that. Keep telling yourself no matter the out come, everything will be ok

<blockquote><b>Quoting Carter, Gianna, Blake:</b>" I am dealing w same thing...24hr turned in yesterday I didn't start spilling in office til Friday and ... [snip!] ... Friday. ..I was in hospital from 30-35 weeks w daughter til I had her due to pre e....it will be ok...ask for steroid shots"</blockquote>




Thanks and I hope everything for you turns out good. I wish you the best, I am terrified. I just want him to be okay.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Tiffany (32weeks):</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Carter, Gianna, Blake:</b>" I am dealing w same thing...24hr ... [snip!] ... Thanks and I hope everything for you turns out good. I wish you the best, I am terrified. I just want him to be okay."</blockquote>




how have your blood pressure been? I have doubled my blood pressure medicine and they added 250 milligrams of another blood pressure medicine on top of it and I'm still running high

You gotta have faith hun...I had a 35 & 36 weeker they were perfect. ...modern medicine is great. ..our babies will be ok...talk to ur dr about hospital bedrest if needed if ur numbers are higher then 300

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mama Charli:</b>" so call her back and tell her whats going on. She will most likely be right there with you. Im sorry. ... [snip!] ... they say. Everything will be fine tho. Just remember that. Keep telling yourself no matter the out come, everything will be ok"</blockquote>




I did and all she said was to keep her updated. I'm just so lonley and being by myself makes it worse because my mind is thinking bad things and I keep telling myself that will make it to week 40 but no  I don't see that happening.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Tiffany (32weeks):</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Mama Charli:</b>" so call her back and tell her whats going ... [snip!] ... my mind is thinking bad things and I keep telling myself that will make it to week 40 but no  I don't see that happening."</blockquote>




Feel free to pm me I'm here and were due around same time...and I've been through it before

<blockquote><b>Quoting Carter, Gianna, Blake:</b>" You gotta have faith hun...I had a 35 & 36 weeker they were perfect. ...modern medicine is great. ..our ... [snip!] ... medicine is great. ..our babies will be ok...talk to ur dr about hospital bedrest if needed if ur numbers are higher then 300"</blockquote>




  they said they'll talk to me after the results come back and I want to stay positive it's just hard when you just wanted something to go right and its wrong.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Tiffany (32weeks):</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Carter, Gianna, Blake:</b>" You gotta have faith hun...I had ... [snip!] ... the results come back and I want to stay positive it's just hard when you just wanted something to go right and its wrong."</blockquote>

How has ur bp been

Quoting Tiffany (32weeks):" <blockquote><b>Quoting Mama Charli:</b>" so call her back and tell her whats going ... [snip!] ... my mind is thinking bad things and I keep telling myself that will make it to week 40 but no  I don't see that happening."

im sorry hun. are they talking about taking him today?

Emergency c is not required til protein is 5000.... you'd still have time for steroid shots

<blockquote><b>Quoting Mama Charli:</b>" im sorry hun. are they talking about taking him today?"</blockquote>




They said it depends on my blood work and I have to wait a while.:/