re: SUDC *possible trigger*##very sad##

<blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" Her posts are very sad. Peyton's been driving me nuts but I have to feel grateful that he is here to even drive me nuts, ya know?"</blockquote>




Yea that's how I feel. My lo is in pain right now from her teeth and it breaks my heat. I go check on her every 10 minutes while asleep and I still use the angel care monitor. Its like I never want her to sleep. I had her in the moby with me earlier. She is the reason I breathe.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" Her posts are very sad. Peyton's been driving me nuts but I have to feel grateful that he is here to even drive me nuts, ya know?"</blockquote>




Yea that's how I feel. My lo is in pain right now from her teeth and it breaks my heat. I go check on her every 10 minutes while asleep and I still use the angel care monitor. Its like I never want her to sleep. I had her in the moby with me earlier. She is the reason I breathe.

Quoting naturally crunchy:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" Her posts are very sad. Peyton's ... [snip!] ... the angel care monitor. Its like I never want her to sleep. I had her in the moby with me earlier. She is the reason I breathe."

I feel the same way about my son. I couldn't imagine losing him at any age. Especially as this age where (19 months) where I have so many memories of him. We've been co-sleeping since 3 months so if he gone I would never be able to sleep, they would have to put me in the mental hospital.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I feel the same way about my son. I couldn't imagine losing him at any age. Especially as this age where ... [snip!] ... been co-sleeping since 3 months so if he gone I would never be able to sleep, they would have to put me in the mental hospital."</blockquote>




I would kill myself. I've lost my son at 2 days old. I could never lose another.

Quoting naturally crunchy:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I feel the same way about my son. ... [snip!] ... the mental hospital."</blockquote> I would kill myself. I've lost my son at 2 days old. I could never lose another."

I'm so sorry hun. Do you know why?

<blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I'm so sorry hun. Do you know why?"</blockquote>




Thank you. I had an undetected uti and bacteria infection which causes preternatural labor at 22 weeks. He was micropreemie. I took him off the ventalator and it crushed my soul. My daughter is the only reason I live. I felt empty b4 her.

Quoting naturally crunchy:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I'm so sorry hun. Do you know why?"</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... micropreemie. I took him off the ventalator and it crushed my soul. My daughter is the only reason I live. I felt empty b4 her."

I am so sorry, I couldn't imagine.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I am so sorry, I couldn't imagine.  "</blockquote>




That's why I am.so worried all the time ugh but I try to.cherish the good things

Quoting naturally crunchy:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I am so sorry, I couldn't imagine. ... [snip!] ... I couldn't imagine.  "</blockquote> That's why I am.so worried all the time ugh but I try to.cherish the good things"

I know what you mean, I worry all the time. People think I am WAY too overprotective because I don't like him going with anyone else but they just don't understand.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I know what you mean, I worry all the time. People think I am WAY too overprotective because I don't like him going with anyone else but they just don't understand."</blockquote>




Id rather be overprotective than not

Quoting naturally crunchy:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Peyton'sMommy♥:</b>" I know what you mean, I worry all ... [snip!] ... like him going with anyone else but they just don't understand."</blockquote> Id rather be overprotective than not"

Exactly!

That's so heartbreaking :'(