Why!

Why do I stay? Why can't I just move on? If you read my last post back in November you will see what SO did and yet I'm still here. I feel like he is trying to change for the better but maybe it's too late. I also think part of it is even though he swears they didn't sleep together I don't know for sure and probably never will. I keep saying I'm going to go tell her husband but never do. I just want her to be miserable too instead she gets to live like nothing happen. I just feel no matter if I stay or go I won't be happy plus leaving with hurt my kids.


Sorry end of vent just feel broken.