Done

Im done with everyone making me feel like im a smurffy mom. I always make sure she has what she needs and she is the happiest baby in the entire world. I dont go out and drinking every night, I stay home and when i do go out my daughter is always with me. She always has her medicine(she has Cystic Fibrosis) and is never hungry. She fights sleep HORRIBLY! and is usually crying when I have her go to sleep and whenever she does her grandparents (we live with SOs parents bc we just moved to Texas) come into the room and take her. I appreciate the help bc they help out alot but im just....they do it in a way like im always doing something wrong. I know i make mistakes im a NEW MOM! im going to make mistakes but im doing the best i can! I dont even feel like her mom sometimes....im just to the point im always depressed bc i dont think i can do anything right......

I just read your "about me" and I think it would probably be extremely helpful for your family to find a special needs family support group, or, even better, a CF Family support group. Parenting a child with Special Needs is extremely difficult, and extremely different than raising a child that is considered healthy.

If you ever need to talk, shoot me a message.