Quoting Minion:" Lol, don't beat yourself up. I'm just really socially awkward like that. So I'm sure it's just me ... [snip!] ... sure it's just me being weird. You're really brave asking her out, though. I wouldn't be able to do it. I'm too chicken!"
Heh. Yeah everyone says it was brave. Still doesn't make me feel any less pathetic. Oh god the other day when I walked her to her car I said "Oh you know my friend Maddie" and she was like "Yeah she used to serve me my coffee at that shop in town, until she got fired
How did you know?" me "Oh well i was talking about you to her and..." Blushing and stammering after that little tid bit came out. At least she smiled and laughed and said "Oh yeah?" I cannot for the life of me figure out if sh enjoys our conversations or she just feels so badly for me that she has to be nice. Why can't I find someone who likes me?!?!?