Quoting Ryleigh's Mama ♥:" Good for you for sticking with it. It's hard. But I promise you that most people don't change. I say ... [snip!] ... for your child. Your main focus should be him, not finding someone who will want you. Good luck with everything mama."
If he finds someone that's great. I don't mind my son being around someone as long as I met them. I'm still breast feeding and don't have a pump so I don't want to not see him for a few days and go without boobs that's why I am nervous about the whole joint custody thing