Depressed

I was forced to get an abortion by my mom and dad, and ever sense then I've been depressed. I regret not saying no more than I did, I regret not telling the doctor my mom was making me... My baby would have been born some time around July 5, 2012.. It hurts more and more everyday, and there's not a day that goes by that I don't blame myself.
I miss you baby.. you're my angel...
Te amo.<3

I'm so sorry you had to go through that  

Im sorry sweetie. <3 Have you thought about therapy?

I'm sorry :/ I think it would be good for you to talk to someone about all this <3 hugs!

I talk to the father or the baby about it, I guess that helps me a little.

Quoting Arra:" I talk to the father or the baby about it, I guess that helps me a little."

You need to talk to someone else besides him. Can you get in to see a therapist?