I have no one else to talk to.
I've been out and about with SO all day running errands and helping him fix our car. Well, I get headaches and back pain extremely easy since being pregnant so after being in the heat and standing literally like all day I am in painnnn. I already took tylenol and it didn't help. So, this ONE day, I wanted him to at least lay with me because I felt like crap but instead he was sitting on the computer next to me just chatting with like 4 people. I asked him if he's rub my back (something I never do).. of course he says no. I ask him if he could google if I can have icy hot on my back and he googled it and it pretty much just said maybe and I asked if he'd go get that and he said he would. Why would he do all that and not just lay in bed with me?? I never ask him to help with my pain. I usually just take tylenol and deal with it. Today he really made me feel like he didn't care and that those 4 people on facebook were more important than me. I just rolled over on the bed and started crying because I feel so damn unloved. I know if it was him I would drop what ever I was doing and rub his back or get him water.. whatever it may be. Idk if it's hormones or if this is something I would normally be upset over...
Please no rude comments.... or don't even comment at all. I just really needed to get this out.
I just don't get how he can sit there talking to 4 other people why I am lying right next to him in pain! Ughhguerghiue. I'm not going to use icy hot because of how it was more like a maybe kinda thing I found. I don't have a heating pad :[ I knew I should have gotten one today while at walmart. Grr.