Quoting ashley (noah's mama):" Has anyone had one. My son was due Jan 3, 2013 and was born on August 21, 2012. I was 21 weeks in preterm ... [snip!] ... for him. How did you feel about the new pregnancy? I feel like i am replacing him. I just want my baby boy back "
so sorry honey! It is SO hard! I feel the same way. I lost my baby girl in May at 39 weeks on Mother's Day. I am now 19 weeks with my (just found out it's a boy) today. I can totally relate. I want to be happy all of the time, and at times I am happy and excited, but I still miss my little girl. I wanted HER! uggg. But, I have to say it gets better as your pregnancy goes on. Although it is not easy at all I really am getting more excited. It's frustrating, heart wrenching, nerve wracking, scary, exciting, and every other emotion you can think of cycling thru. It is a roller coaster. I am glad there are more of us on here though because it will be scary ride for all of us and hopefully we can be there for each other.