Rest in peace baby.

Hello everyone. I came across this website and decided to share my story. My name is Ashley. I live in upstate new york. I was pregnant with my precious baby boy Noah James and on August 21, 2012 i went into preterm labor. They couldn't stop it they told me i had to deliver him. He was born an angel on the night of August 21, 2012. I can't prepare anyone who knows what its like to have a stillborn or an angel baby. Its the hardest thing in the entire world. I miss him so much. I just found out i am pregnant and due Oct 15 but i can't even seem to get excited. I am 19 years old and i already had to bury my first son.   I just want him back. Sorry if i started rambling.

his grave


i miss you so much  

So sorry mama.

Welcome to bg. I hope this time is better for you

I'm so sorry for your loss mama. You'll find great support on this site   congratulations on your current pregnancy! Good luck 

Also I grew up in cazenovia! Right by Syracuse  

Thank you both very much.

I am very sorry you had to go through that. I'm sure you will never forget your precious angel, but be glad that you have been blessed again!! I wish you nothing but the best for this pregnancy.  

Quoting Tiger Lily ♥:" I am very sorry you had to go through that. I'm sure you will never forget your precious angel, but be glad that you have been blessed again!! I wish you nothing but the best for this pregnancy.  "

Thank you i appreciate that.

I'm so sorry. he was beautiful. Welcome to BG and congrats on the new preg. There's many mamas on here with similar experiences to connect with.

I'm so sorry for your loss. He was beautiful.

I'm so sorry for your loss hun   Congrats on your pregnancy   Lots of love, good health, and many blessings to you xoxoxoxoxoxo

ooops...double post!

Quoting Tiffany ღ:" I'm so sorry for your loss. He was beautiful."

Thank you so much

Quoting ashley (noah's mama):" Thank you so much"

Of course. And congratulations on your pregnancy  Good luck with everything! I hope it all works out for you.

I'm so sorry  

I am so sorry for your loss. I was 19 when my first son was stillborn. It took a lot of time to finally accept that he was gone. I got pregnant 2 months after he passed. I have a happy healthy 3 yr old son and a new born daughter. It is tough but just take it day by day!

I'm very sorry for your loss. Congratulations and welcome to bg, there are mamy supportive woman on here, some who have been in your position.