Feeling Bummed.

I test this morning, no line, but I was able to invert the picture and see a line.. which I assume was the antibody strip.

I felt okay.. but now I'm started to feel bummed. I've still got 5 days until I'm supposed to start my period.. and I'm aware that I could be pregnant.. but now.. I'm nervous.. because My daughter and son were both conceived during the same week in April (Luke was due Jan 2, and Rae was due Jan 5th)

so.. Luke was born Dec 28, and Rae Jan 6.

If I get pregnant next month.. I could potentially have a December baby.. and if I don't get pregnant next month and I do get pregnant at the end of March/First of April..

well.. then I guess I'm just destined to have winter babies.

Sigh.

my first two were winter babies, my last two summer

Dec 8th, Feb 11th, Aug 25th and June 21st

I tested last night and no second line. I am 9 DPO. I guess it could still be too early. Don't loose all hope until the period time comes. THEN, if ya get a period, just try again next month. I'll be bumming too though if mine is negative. I just wanna get pregnant, have this baby, and be fixed. Chris JUST turned 3 so I don't want them too far apart either.