Alexander's pictures..

I figured I would share with you ladies and gentlemen.. my little miracle, my angel. Alexander Michael born May 29, 2012. I'll never forget that day... as it holds the most magical 3 hours of my life.

I'm so sorry for your loss.    

Awwwwww he was absolutely perfect! I'm so sorry for your loss. You have a very very handsome little angel watching over you!

I'm so sorry for your loss hun  

Awww. I'm so sorry for your loss. He's beautiful

Oops, left out one of my favorite pictures of him. He looked so much like his daddy

Just precious. I love the one where your skin to skin. Very sorry for the loss of your beautiful son.

I'm so sorry for your loss.  
How far along were you?

Awww, so precious. You have a beautiful angel, Momma.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

So sorry for your loss momma! He was precious!

He doesnt look it, but he was 27 weeks. half the size he was supposed to be. he had almost no water around him so he could barely move towards the end, and he wasnt getting enough blood flow through the placenta.. but he breathed and lived and even cried and whimpered until he got to me. he was supposed to be due sept 3rd 2012. Was one of those times when something just doesnt develop right... and we had no idea til our mid pregnancy sonogram. it was supposed to be a routine thing where we found out the sex. instead, we were admitted and told we might not even get to take the baby home.... but we are SO thankful for the little bit of time we did get to have with him, even if it was just a tiny tease of what being a mommy feels like. High hopes for #2 though

He was beautiful! I just know this pregnancy will work out for you girl, you deserve it and your little one will have a big brother watching over him/her. 

Quoting LayLu:" He was beautiful! I just know this pregnancy will work out for you girl, you deserve it and your little one will have a big brother watching over him/her. "

I really really do hope so. I'm not sure if I can handle losing another one, honestly. Especially not after being able to feel them kick to the sound of my dad talking too much or fluttering around when hims daddy made raspberry noises haha... idk, maybe sharing him with everyone can help someone else going something similar too... we all know it helps to feel like youre not the only one, even if you hate seeing other people in pain.

Quoting Heather&EJ+1:" I really really do hope so. I'm not sure if I can handle losing another one, honestly. Especially not ... [snip!] ... similar too... we all know it helps to feel like youre not the only one, even if you hate seeing other people in pain."

I understand completely.. I carried my boy for 37 weeks and had such a connection with him, every night me and my man would go to sleep, he'd lay his hand on my belly and he'd always kick in the exact spot where his hand was. I loved it. It was hard letting him go, even after he passed I didn't want the doctors to take him. I'm still scared with this pregnancy, a lot of my anxiety has gone down since my 20 week appointment, but I keep thinking it's never too late.. something could always happen, and I end up freaking myself out. I'm going to be paranoid until I'm holding her in my arms and every test is run to make sure she's 100%. I understand your anxiety completely, we're in the same boat but we just gotta keep thinking positive!

Quoting LayLu:" I understand completely.. I carried my boy for 37 weeks and had such a connection with him, every night ... [snip!] ... to make sure she's 100%. I understand your anxiety completely, we're in the same boat but we just gotta keep thinking positive!"

yes maam you are right, i think i have a lot to learn from you.