Quoting MiSS JDM (ttc#2):" yeah i know your not suppose to stress but it is hard not thinking about ttc lol i was gettting into ... [snip!] ... that im a poas addict lol but thanks ill try to not think about it and just let it happen hope we both get out bfp soon!!!!"
Yup i know it's hard. Trust me. I went from buying opks every darn month and buying hpt tests and taking them at like 4dpo til AF would show. Even after she'd leave I'd think could there be a possiblity I am? lol. I mean I was bad off. It wasn't until the middle of last month that I decided that I will just let it go and it'll happen when it happens. God will send me my rainbow in his good time and not a moment before. He sent me all of my children when he knew I needed them. I was in a bad spot in life when I found out I was preggo with my daughter. I was almost suicidal. I was 14 at the time. Then when I was 23 I was living the wild life. God must have known I needed something to calm me down because he sent me my son. Then when me and my new husband kept trying for a baby and nothing happened I prayed that God send me a sign that we can get pregnant cuz we thought my hubby couldn't and 2 months later we found out we were pregnant. That was with our angel who was born 12/29/11 at 16 weeks. So he sends us our babies when he feels the need. I will put my life and my future baby's life in his hands now. And relax and enjoy my time with my hubby and the family I have now. I hope by sharing my struggles and some of my history it may help you to relax a bit and see that stressing will possibly make matters worse. They say stress is one of the main obstacles when trying to get preggo.