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So, yesterday I had an interview, and I got the job. Which is fantastic. Seriously, I haven't worked since December 2011. We need the money, ect ect. Vry happy about working at Starbucks too!

Anyways. Backstory goes a little something like, BD and I live together with 11 other people. We haven't been together since I was 7 months pregnant. We still sleep next to each other, and co-parent really well. Things are pretty smooth in that department. Well, he got fired yesterday. So now I'm the bread winner for the moment, even though he should qualify for unemployment.

Not once has he said congrats or good job or anything like that. From the moment I found out, it's been complaining about having to stay home with the kids (ours and my oldest) and how much of an inconvenience it is to him. How he's not going to let me take his car to work. How I'm just gonna go off by myself after work and be gone for hours without telling him and he's gonna be stuck with the kids and not know where I am, ect ect.

Now, I know he just got fired after almost a year, and he's been working basically since he was 16, so it's difficult for him to be out of work, but damn is it too much to really expect him to be a little bit happy for me? Maybe happy about the fact that I am going to be able to add to our income? Or how about the fact that I am going to school full time and now going to be working 40 hours a week ontop of it? No one in this house thinks I can do anything, they all expect me to fail and none of them support me.
He is my best friend, but so far it's been nothing but bitching. I feel like I can't do anything good enough for him. It's so frustrating.

It's bad enough that I have yet to be away from our almost 7 month old for more than 2-3 hours.. wtf am I going to do being gone for over 8? Or how about the fact that After I get my oldest up and ready for school and have breakfast with her, that I won't get to see her until the next mornings breakfast since we are going on school schedule and she needs to be in bed before I even get off work?

Ugh. I love the fact that I got a job, and I know it's for the best, ect ect, but I am so tired of having little to no support over here.
BD says he sticks around and sticks up for me because he thinks I can do something with my life and he believes in me.. where is that belief crap now?

I dunno what to do.  

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