depressed about my episiotomy

Just had a baby 3 months ago and still trying to get used to my new body. My episiotomy is healing but Idk y... but last night in bathroom I felt the area. Which used to b smooth... well i can feel like a raised line from where they cut which is normal but there's also like a flap I could pinch n I was like omg. Idk y but all this stuff is starting to bother me.

Ugh i feel ya! Ive had an episiotomy, a 3rd degree tear, and a urethral tear between my two pregnancies... no way in hell does my area look or feel the same.

I feel ya. I'm nearly 2 years since mine was done and ugh, I hate what has become of my scar over 2 years.