re: How would you feel?

Quoting pilot Jess:" <blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" I'm honestly starting to second everything. ... [snip!] ... always wants my happiness over anything. And I have never doubted him. Listen to that quiet internal dialog you're having!"

Yea you're right. I think I have a lot of thinking to do.  

Quoting Sarah Bare-ah♡:" Whoa...its like he turned it around on you and then made excuses. Not cool"

Yea you're right. I didn't even think about it that way! I guess he did didn't he?!

Quoting pilot Jess:" <blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" I know and I told him that.   He was all like ... [snip!] ... for the rest of your life with a guy who rationalize being an smurf with "I'm an smurf. Deal with it" Come on mamma!"

Well because he knows how to be really sweet and caring towards me. but lately things are just sooo messed up. Then when he took me in there today I thought he really was going to change and that that was how he was going to show me he truly loved me. I feel like a fool

<blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" Well because he knows how to be really sweet and caring towards me. but lately things are just sooo ... [snip!] ... I thought he really was going to change and that that was how he was going to show me he truly loved me. I feel like a fool"</blockquote>




Sweet most of the time shouldn't cut it. He sounds like someone you'd be better off without.

Quoting pilot Jess:" <blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" Well because he knows how to be really sweet ... [snip!] ... a fool"</blockquote> Sweet most of the time shouldn't cut it. He sounds like someone you'd be better off without."

I guess I have a lot to think about.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" Well after this today he said it wasn't going to be anytime soon. That is why I feel like he is playing games."</blockquote>



Do you think it's possible that he was just saying that so he can surprise you?

Quoting tay. ☮ 32wks!:" <blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" Well after this today he said it wasn't going ... [snip!] ... he is playing games."</blockquote> Do you think it's possible that he was just saying that so he can surprise you?"

Umm yes and no. I say yes because maybe it could be that way but then again I say no because of our financial situation. I am kind of leaning towards no. I mean I am sure he wanted to get an idea but at the same time he knows what I like and what I would want. It's just hard because of the situation and of him messing up and then him saying he is going to show me how much he loves me and show me how much he does and then do what he did. I can't honestly say.

<blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" Umm yes and no. I say yes because maybe it could be that way but then again I say no because of our ... [snip!] ... saying he is going to show me how much he loves me and show me how much he does and then do what he did. I can't honestly say."</blockquote>



I'm sorry you're going through this. And I'm sorry the situation made you feel the way you do. I hope things start looking up for you!

Quoting tay. ☮ 32wks!:" <blockquote><b>Quoting NicoleKMK:</b>" Umm yes and no. I say yes because maybe it ... [snip!] ... you're going through this. And I'm sorry the situation made you feel the way you do. I hope things start looking up for you!"

Thank you. I appreciate that. =)