re: HONEST opinions!

<blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" Why are you allowing yourself to sustain more misery?"</blockquote>




Because the thought of looking at my son when he asks where daddy is hurts more right now to me than staying. I just can't imagine answering that.

Quoting Spoonful of Jayson:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" Why are you allowing yourself to sustain ... [snip!] ... of looking at my son when he asks where daddy is hurts more right now to me than staying. I just can't imagine answering that."

He already lost his daddy, didn't he? You're being manipulated into giving him a half assed father.

Why not leave him, be happy, find a good man who treats you and your child right, and leave it up to his father to be a father.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" He already lost his daddy, didn't he? You're being manipulated into giving him a half assed father. ... [snip!] ... not leave him, be happy, find a good man who treats you and your child right, and leave it up to his father to be a father. "</blockquote>



I guess I am subconsciously trying to protect him because I KNOW he will leave.
Should I be? Maybe not...but idk how to stop.

Quoting Spoonful of Jayson:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Red Bottom:</b>" He already lost his daddy, didn't he? You're ... [snip!] ... I guess I am subconsciously trying to protect him because I KNOW he will leave. Should I be? Maybe not...but idk how to stop."

He has trained you to do what he wants, even when you don't want you. You have completely lost control.