Quoting 6 blessings so far....:" I second this OP, make sure now that you have opened that tricky line of communication up.....keep ... [snip!] ... and try to figure why this situation automatically cause to jump to the conclusion that you did, then discuss it w/SO."
Yeah.. I mean really, I know exactly why I thought what I did.
I am SO insecure since I had DS.
I feel like a horrible, ugly, fat, boring hag. I feel bad that I can't be pretty for him, haven't lost the baby weight, and I can't go out and do fun things with him like I used to.
I absolutely LOVE DS and motherhood is the absolute best experience of my life so far, but pregnancy killed what little self-esteem I had. I have awful (but warranted) body image issues. And this Sara girl is just the weight I'd like to be, and she is just a very pretty girl.
So yeah. Most of this was coming from the inside out, and not the outside in, if that makes sense!
Thanks for all your supportive words
I really needed them.