I took a nap today. My boyfriend was laying in bed with me. I had the strangest dreams. I had dreams that he was doing stuff to me in my sleep. They felt so real. My BD use to do stuff to me in my sleep, so I don't know if that had anything to do with it. I don't want to ask the boyfriend cause I'm pretty sure they were just dreams. I hate it. I hate having dreams like that and I've noticed they only happen when I'm really stressed. Has anybody ever gone threw this? Do they go away?
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Bd use to do this to me amd deny it, make me feel crazy. I feel this way sometimes with SO, or if he does touch me to try to wak me up I feel disgusted and violated. But I know he doesn't have the sick intentions bd did and a lot of times its me being paranoid.