So long to being pregnant - tubal ligation

So I got a tubal ligation & my baby boy is 2 days old. I'm going home tomorrow after a long scary time in the hospital - been here since Sunday. I was induced due to toxemia. I was 36wks. I guess when I came in I thought I would have 3 more wks of having my lo in my womb. I had already planned on the tubal & don't regret it. I however have that goodbye to pregnancy kind of feeling. The things I will miss. So I am writing this lil poem in honor of all the babies who lived in my womb.

"A new chapter"
Never again will I feel morning sickness
Never again will I have to pee on a stick
Never again will I feel a kick
Never again will I hear a heart beat flutter on the doppler
Never again will I see my lil one move on the screen
Never again will I see their lil hands or feet kick or hit me from inside
But I will have my memories
I will hold them in my heart
All the secrets a woman knows
I will consider myself blessed to have held my little ones in my womb
I will consider myself blessed to have assisted God in the miracle
I will consider myself blessed to have gone through all the pain
And every time I look at my children's faces I'll know where it all began
Never again will I have that feeling
But I will start this new chapter in my life