re: I'm so heartbroken...

So sorry for your loss!! I know exactly how you feel, i lost my second daughter at 9 weeks old due to servere RSV in march of last year. Every day has been an up-hill struggle. Her first birthday was last month and it was so emotionally draining, I think about her all the time and imagine how she would of been at 1 what she would be doing and what her first words would of been. Though this is something we can never and will never get over it does get better and easier with time as cliche as it sounds. Like you I had nowhere to turn no-one had been through what I had gone through, but I found comfort in writting. Everyday I write a letter to her and put it in her memory box, it makes me feel as though she is still here. Maybe you can try that?? If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me.

I recently lost my daughter as well in a late term miscarriage. Please PM or parent tank me. Always here to talk. I know the pain  

Quoting Kairi's Mama!:" Thank You. I'm so sorry for your loss as well. I lost my daughter May 29th of last year. She was born ... [snip!] ... SIDS. It hit us hard because we never expected it. She was 4 months & 5 days old. I've never heard of hyrdops before...?"

Hydrops is extra fluid in places it should not be. Ryan had it around his lungs and caused his lungs to be developed only at 21 weeks. He was born at 30 weeks. Even despite his odds I NEVER thought he wouldn't make it through. Losing a child is never expected and should never happen. It is the worst pain in the world. There are no words for the loss of a child.

Girl I could never understand what you are going through but if you want to talk I am here. If you pm me I can give you my number and you can text me any time just to relief some stress.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Kairi's Mama!:</b>" Aw thanks   It's encouraging to have people offer to listen & talk to me. I'll PT you !"</blockquote>



You can talk to me if u want i lost my daughter 6 days after birth its the worst feeling :-(

If you ever want to talk to someone& vent you can always talk to me! I lost my son when I was 15 and he had passed away while I was still pregnant, I don't know exactly what you are going threw but I know the feeling of losing a baby. I didn't talk to anyone& I isolated myself from the world for and dropped out of high school because of it. The very first day I went back after I had him I broke down in class and ran off campus& never went back.. because I felt no one understood or can ever understand what I felt or was feeling at the time. I still cry from time to time& on the 22nd of January he would have been three but I will tell you that with time, it gets easier.. There's always going to be pain in your heart& it will always be a sensitive subject and even now when I look at my little daughter it always makes me think of him. You got to let yourself grieve it out mama, cry if you need to, write down your feelings, just let everything out! I cried my eyes out all the time in my first year and still do now when I see his pictures but like I said it gets easier with time, the first year of going threw this process its hard but after the next year and the year after that it gets easier. Just know that your little girl loves you& will always will be watching over you& your husband.. Msg me if you need too. Stay strong <3