i feel so alone and scared

i don't know how to really put this...but i know i just had a baby on the 23rd she will be 2 weeks on Wednesday but i am suffering horrible just like with my last child which by the way my first is 4 my second is 3 and now this is my 3rd...i feel alone i feel so emotional i cry for everything and anything i feel so much more irritable with my other two kids and even tho i see it while im yelling at them its like i cant control myself.i feel angry i feel that my partner only cares about the baby now and has forgotten me ...why do i feel this i don't know..i feel that im losing my mind...

Sounds like maybe PPD talk to your doctor. Try talking to your husband as well about how you are feeling and see if you can come up with some solutions.

Could definitely be ppd. You can talk to your dr or try to get in with a therapist. That might help.

thanks i made an apt today.so hopefully ill find out what this is.im just not a meds person so im scared to take anything for it.i swear he doesnt understand he thinks im just crazy and psychotic i feel disattached from the world

<blockquote><b>Quoting Veronica Murphy:</b>" thanks i made an apt today.so hopefully ill find out what this is.im just not a meds person so im scared ... [snip!] ... to take anything for it.i swear he doesnt understand he thinks im just crazy and psychotic i feel disattached from the world"</blockquote>

You won't always need meds. I personally need meds. But therapy can work well for most people. Maybe try that first and see if it helps? If not meds can be a backup plan?

ya i have a history of anxiety i tried xanex before and well it helped my anxiety alot i just hate the fact that i have to rely on any meds...my family has history of med addictions and anxiety and depression run in my fam guess i got one of the bad traits.