posted 4th Feb
So, at first I couldn't believe it, I didn't know what to think, all I knew was I couldn't kill you , i made you. you were my baby, & I couldn't let someone else raise you. the first few months, you didn't feel real, i didn't even know what i felt, i couldn't see you, i wasn't showing. But when i got my first ultrasound of you, I knew you were real, I knew you were going to be perfect & I started loving you from that moment on. i was really in shock. But i wouldn't trade having you for the world, you're my babyboy. As the weeks went on, you were getting bigger & bigger, eventually we found out you were a boy, daddy hoped for a girl, but he just said he wanted whatever was healthy & you're healthy as can be ♥ I'm way too excited now, i know it's been rough these past 7 months, & I really am happy I've made it this far. I really couldn't have done it without my your daddy. We're going to be so successful for you edan. I am so excited. We've came so far already, from having really nothing, to having a house, daddy having a job, and especially him wanting to change for you, money to support you, & me having an education to make sure I have a successful future for you. I can't believe in just two short months, I'll be able to hold you, cuddle you, kiss you & have you when I'm in my worst moods & nothing can change it, but you of course. I can't wait to raise you, feed you, & do everything in my power to make you happy, because I know I'm going to be a great mommy for you. I've went from horrible headaches, morning sickness, random weird pains, bad dreams, to feeling perfectly & honestly, I'm not mad one bit, you are worth every tear, bad day, sickness stretch mark, and no more bikini body. you're the best thing that's ever happened to me & I can't wait 7-9 weeks til you'll be here. We love you baby boy ♥
so, I have had tons & tons of people talking bad about me & trying to make me feel so bad all the time, I'm happy I'm pregnant, I just want to be happy & excited without people bashing me all the time! I try to ignore them ;/
posted 4th Feb
You're going to be such a wonderful mommy. <3
Don't listen to anything negative that people have to say.
Having a baby isnt even close to a negative thing.
So those people have no idea what they're talking about.
You're so close to the end an ready to have edan in just a few weeks.
Don't get down about it now.
Love you girl.
And you know if you need someone I'm right here, always. <3