My story.

So, at first I couldn't believe it, I didn't know what to think, all I knew was I couldn't kill you , i made you. you were my baby, & I couldn't let someone else raise you. the first few months, you didn't feel real, i didn't even know what i felt, i couldn't see you, i wasn't showing. But when i got my first ultrasound of you, I knew you were real, I knew you were going to be perfect & I started loving you from that moment on. i was really in shock. But i wouldn't trade having you for the world, you're my babyboy. As the weeks went on, you were getting bigger & bigger, eventually we found out you were a boy, daddy hoped for a girl, but he just said he wanted whatever was healthy & you're healthy as can be ♥ I'm way too excited now, i know it's been rough these past 7 months, & I really am happy I've made it this far. I really couldn't have done it without my your daddy. We're going to be so successful for you edan. I am so excited. We've came so far already, from having really nothing, to having a house, daddy having a job, and especially him wanting to change for you, money to support you, & me having an education to make sure I have a successful future for you. I can't believe in just two short months, I'll be able to hold you, cuddle you, kiss you & have you when I'm in my worst moods & nothing can change it, but you of course. I can't wait to raise you, feed you, & do everything in my power to make you happy, because I know I'm going to be a great mommy for you. I've went from horrible headaches, morning sickness, random weird pains, bad dreams, to feeling perfectly & honestly, I'm not mad one bit, you are worth every tear, bad day, sickness stretch mark, and no more bikini body. you're the best thing that's ever happened to me & I can't wait 7-9 weeks til you'll be here. We love you baby boy ♥

so, I have had tons & tons of people talking bad about me & trying to make me feel so bad all the time, I'm happy I'm pregnant, I just want to be happy & excited without people bashing me all the time! I try to ignore them ;/

i miss that feeling of aww i love it i cant wait.. then they are born and you just want them back in. LMAO

and you get baby fever and get pregnant again and you get stuck in aw for a month or two then you realize what you did.. and can wait the whole thing.. LMAO

I'm due so so so soon! & I'm scared lol.

Quoting Catrina Reynolds:" I'm due so so so soon! & I'm scared lol."

that feeling is very normal.
you will be ok. just remember this no one told me this.. its a hard road and shock with the first baby you have. i swear i was so lost and that is normal.. i read books and books and books on how tos and donts. they didnt really do much help.

I have looked up stuff online & have only read my what to expect when you're expecting book lol! He is my first & I'm so paranoid about everything, every little random pain, to having him early!

Quoting Catrina Reynolds:" I have looked up stuff online & have only read my what to expect when you're expecting book lol! He is my first & I'm so paranoid about everything, every little random pain, to having him early!"

dont worry yourself to much. just relax and enjoy being pregnant. it doesnt matter how old or young you are when its new its scary. shoot even when its not new its scary.

You're going to be such a wonderful mommy. <3
Don't listen to anything negative that people have to say.
Having a baby isnt even close to a negative thing.
So those people have no idea what they're talking about.
You're so close to the end an ready to have edan in just a few weeks.
Don't get down about it now.  
Love you girl.
And you know if you need someone I'm right here, always. <3

I try not to stress myself too much! I am so happy being pregnant, but I just want him here lol & looove you Tay! Thank you <3