Quoting BG Secrets:" I'm gonna stop posting now from this account. But I will continue to read. I thank you ladies. I sit ... [snip!] ... got advice. After going thru this for almost 2 years. Someone took the time to read it and give advice. I thank you so much! "
Same here, I've been there....my heart was "weak" also
It's like, I know what I need to do, but my heart tells me otherwise. I've gotten over that (pretty much) over the years. Some people won't ever change, even though that doesn't make leaving any easier, you'll eventually learn to be at piece with yourself and your decisions. You'll learn that it has nothing to do with you, or how wonderful of a woman you are....it's his problem,
and you don't deserve to suffer for it.
He's going to be the one that winds up old and alone one day, don't go down that road with him.
You'll find someone you love just as much someday, probably even more, and he'll treat you the way you deserve to be treated. It's hard to see that now, but trust me I'VE BEEN THERE , and I'm living proof of it.
Please feel free to send me a PM anytime, I have a 5 month old, so I'm around quite often. It can really help to have someone who knows where you're coming from and that you can relate to .
Take care and best wishes.
Remember - you're better than this, just keep telling yourself that...even if you don't always believe it. Eventually, it will sink in