NOT a good feeling.

Ugh, I'm only 9 wks 5 days and recently I've been feeling SO freakin depressed. I feel totally guilty too. I should be excited about being pregnant. I WAS excited at first and now I couldn't be further from it.
I've been crying all morning and I'm just ashamed to say I'm not happy and don't love being pregnant.
I had to get a restraining order and press charges against the babys father for grabbing me and getting in my face and have been having to go to court lately too. Idk if I'm just stressed or what.   

Anyone else felt this way?

I get like that when I am pregnant also. Its not that I dont love my babies, I just dont get attached until they are born.

I'm kinda like that this pregnancy, more so that I feel bad for my son not being the "only" child anymore.
Even though, he has a sister on his dad's side.
I feel so guilty but excited at the same time.

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