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Quoting A Beautiful Disaster:" he clearly didnt think what he said through. Maybe he meant "Im so happy you are coming, we are going ... [snip!] ... still has you a somewhat damaged....be careful with that girl or you might lose on a guy thing by being high maintenance. "

i know it has a lot to do with my ex
he really F'ed me up

and chris hates that i constantly need reassurance from him that he loves me
i know he does, he really does. the guy is amazing
he loves me without a question in my mind
he has been there for me with my crazy ex and the restraining order
he sends me money whenever i need and pays for me to fly out there every other month, and on alternating months he is here. we have been in a LDR for a year and have seen each other EVER single month. thats $450 a month just in flying.
hes awesome. I'm just insecure and need to stop.

my guy friend said

"No he was just being dumb
Trying to be funny but went about it the wrong way"


thoughts? haha

one last thing

should i text him and apologize or just let it go and act like it didn't happen?

i was thinking - - I'm sorry for fighting with you about not wanting to fight with me, just kinda hit me in the wrong spot, i am excited to see you and just want you to be thinking we are going to have a good time together rather then you having to tell me not to be mean to you"

leave it girlfiriend

Quoting A Beautiful Disaster:" leave it girlfiriend"

thanks for your advice lady

<blockquote><b>Quoting bugs mommy☮:</b>" one last thing should i text him and apologize or just let it go and act like it didn't happen? i was ... [snip!] ... just want you to be thinking we are going to have a good time together rather then you having to tell me not to be mean to you""</blockquote>




Just simply say "sorry I reread the previous messages and I took it the wrong way. I can't wait to see you!"