Quoting A Beautiful Disaster:" he clearly didnt think what he said through. Maybe he meant "Im so happy you are coming, we are going ... [snip!] ... still has you a somewhat damaged....be careful with that girl or you might lose on a guy thing by being high maintenance. "
i know it has a lot to do with my ex
he really F'ed me up
and chris hates that i constantly need reassurance from him that he loves me
i know he does, he really does. the guy is amazing
he loves me without a question in my mind
he has been there for me with my crazy ex and the restraining order
he sends me money whenever i need and pays for me to fly out there every other month, and on alternating months he is here. we have been in a LDR for a year and have seen each other EVER single month. thats $450 a month just in flying.
hes awesome. I'm just insecure and need to stop.