Thank you both <3 I just was disappointed because my SO was so happy about trying again and we timed it perfect by ovulation planning (on our own, calendar +app and ovulation tests) and failure. With our first, Benji, he stuck quick. I had one negative test, but I tested too early, and then BAM! We decided to have a baby in April, I was pregnant in May. I think I just want this 2nd too bad.