failed 3 hour and possible UTI, totally depressed!!

Ok so i have not heard back from my doctor yet but 2 of my results shows elevated.
Here are the levels:
GLUCOSE, FASTING 80 <95MG/DL
GLUCOSE 1H POST 100 G GLUCOSE PO 192 <180MG/DL
GLUCOSE 2H POST 100 G GLUCOSE PO 163 <155MG/DL
GLUCOSE 3H POST 100 G GLUCOSE PO 124 <140

Also my WBC count is elevated too which of course could be a possible UTI. Now i am devastated. I am very much worried about my baby. I am not a good mom and my baby is so unlucky  

What?? Aw that does NOT make you a bad mom!!! Soo many women go through what you are going through, you cannot help it. Your child is blessed to have a mother who even CARES.