I want to TTC so smurfing bad and I know we shouldn't but I know I want to. DH is making good money and will go perm in March unless he royally smurfs up (his company is really leanent(sp) though and won't even fire some smurfer who won't do his job) and we will be getting amazing insurance and it is so unlikely that I would get pregnant right away. He keeps saying well it's only two months away but I want to do it now. Like he doesn't understand with PCOS that it just doesn't work that way. You cannot just TTC and end up pregnant on the spot. I am on all kinds of pills to get everything normal again (turns out the pills were the key to losing weight this whole time) I want to sooo bad and he won't agree and I know it is only two months but it doesn't feel like only two months. My brain hears two months and my head is like what? Five years.. FML.