Quoting Jude ♥ JGL:" <blockquote><b>Quoting sassy chef:</b>" Have you ever looked into like meditation or ... [snip!] ... general is so much better but getting back in the Explorer makes me sick. I asked DH if we could just sell it and he said no "
Why can't you go to therapy? I'm not trying to be insensitive, but I'm assuming that being able to "get better" is going to take what feels like risk on your part. If you turn down every option, or don't try, I don't think you'll ever be able to live the life you want to. I hope that doesn't sound wrong.