Hey sorry didnt realize I was on the A page when I left those comments I do now so I decided to comment you on a different profile. I am sorry things didn't work out and I hope you get the help you need even if you have to go over state lines. No one wants you to be unhappy about a baby. I didn't know your situation I am sorry. But my hope is if it doesn't work out for you and god knows you really can't handle this baby he will just take it from you naturally things like pineapple and grapes have been known to warm the cervix causing pre term labor etc hope it was helpful.