Quoting Tweakrachie *due 2nd aug:" I am sorry you are feeling this way really I am. If I can add my story I'm not sure if it will help but ... [snip!] ... not worth it and you deserve better. all the best BTW it's my children that kept me strong they were my reason for living."
Thanks for that it sure did help.... Maybe his whole problem is the drugs too he almost suffocated me when i was around 20 weeks too bc i tried to call the police. He did acid when i was 36 and mdma alot in the summer when we'd fight.. Guess u r right. It is hard tho eh.
Did you ever get over him completly? Stop loving him at all? Did it take having your new man around or to you still reminise... ? Thanks a bunch dude i didnt think anyone would help i thot people would say o suck it up you baby, im glad people can relate and share their stories. <3 take care enjoy your youngin!!