re: Lost my angel and not coping well...

Quoting Catherine Marquis:" I can relate with that issue too. I had some pretty hefty mood swings with this pregnancy and my husband ... [snip!] ... I had never said now. I told my dad I wished I wasn't pregnant anymore...well I guess the universe answered in a major way..."

yep, i know what you mean. my boyrfriend and i were split up when i found out i was pregnant last time and he said some pretty awful things and i said some pretty awful things... about the baby...we both did...but i knew i didn't mean it even when i said it...i would just say things just to try to get under his skin and boy did i feel like the lowest piece of trash when it came true. i can't believe i ever said those things even though i know i didn't mean them. now, i don't say ANYTHING with this pregnancy. i am so scared of karma that i don't do or say anything with this pregnancy. lol. if i even think something that i shouldn't i say lord i didn't mean it please forgive me. i am not taking any chances of the karma fairy hitting me again!!

Sorry for your loss. Maybe next time you should try a diet lower in carbohydrates, better yet , start now. Also try not to get into any major stress inducing altercations next time. Play an active role in your baby's wellbeing from conception. Eating the right foods are a great start.