Harder today

Today well technically yesterday i would have been 5 months. I thought i was starting to cope till now. All i can think about is how big i would be, what my baby would be doing and knowing i would find out if it was a boy or girl. If right now is so hard that i cant sleep i cant imagine how much of of a reck i will be on what would have been my due date on June 17  I miss u my love bug, mommy loves you and thinks about you everyday!

Quoting ~JenJen~:" Today well technically yesterday i would have been 5 months. I thought i was starting to cope till now. ... [snip!] ... i will be on what would have been my due date on June 17  I miss u my love bug, mommy loves you and thinks about you everyday!"

Im sorry for your loss, It will come and go, milestones are really hard the best way to deal with them is to keep talking, celebrate important dates and dont let anyone tell you not to. If you ever need to chat Im here xxx

Quoting meggymama:" Im sorry for your loss, It will come and go, milestones are really hard the best way to deal with them ... [snip!] ... them is to keep talking, celebrate important dates and dont let anyone tell you not to. If you ever need to chat Im here xxx"

thank u i really appreciate it

I know its hard.. I surprisingly got pregnant about 3 months after my 17 week loss. My first doctors apt was on my previous DD which was really hard.. but bitter sweet. Instead of meeting my little love bug I was seeing this little man on the screen for the first time!

It will get better.. but no need to force it.. I still think hey I should have a 5 month old. Instead i'm 71/2 months pregnant. The angelversy is coming up soon, actually its 2 week before my DD. I know ill probille be a mess then to...

Quoting B-Baby:" I know its hard.. I surprisingly got pregnant about 3 months after my 17 week loss. My first doctors ... [snip!] ... months pregnant. The angelversy is coming up soon, actually its 2 week before my DD. I know ill probille be a mess then to..."

I understand and congratulations on the healthy pregnancy! I hope the same happens for me when i decide to try again.

Quoting ~JenJen~:" I understand and congratulations on the healthy pregnancy! I hope the same happens for me when i decide to try again."

I'm sure it will... don't ever give up!  

Quoting B-Baby:" I'm sure it will... don't ever give up!   "

I wont im just determined to plan this one with a man i really want a child with unlike last time

I understand how you feel mama. My DD would have been May 3

Quoting Raindancer:" I understand how you feel mama. My DD would have been May 3"

Is it hitting you harder now since its getting closer i think this is the hardest it has been