my due date is coming up

Feb 13. I dont regret it but then again I do. I know it was the best decision. I am back in school and if I had continued the pregnancy that wouldnt have happened. I also know I would have become extremely depressed and would not have been a good mother to my 2 year old daughter.

Yet as my due date approaches all I can think about is how I am supposed to have another baby. I wonder if it would have been another girl, or maybe a boy this time, And all I can think is how I took my babys life and what a selfish, horrible person I am.

What you're feeling, wondering what could have been is perfectly normal.
Just keep reminding yourself that you did the ring thing for you and your little girl momma.
Best of luck.