Feb 13. I dont regret it but then again I do. I know it was the best decision. I am back in school and if I had continued the pregnancy that wouldnt have happened. I also know I would have become extremely depressed and would not have been a good mother to my 2 year old daughter.
Yet as my due date approaches all I can think about is how I am supposed to have another baby. I wonder if it would have been another girl, or maybe a boy this time, And all I can think is how I took my babys life and what a selfish, horrible person I am.