Depression?

I think I am just now realizing that my, what I thought to be pregnancy symptoms are just depression. I have been tired more, my appetite has increased, I am cramping because I could be getting AF soon. IDK. I just got a new job that covers IVF so maybe just keep my head up for that. I took 2 negatives since yesterday and I just want to cry. DS although young makes it worse. He is constantly nagging me for 2 sisters. Then recently told me "since I am NEVER going to give him a sister that he just made them his imaginary friends"

Everyone I know is getting pregnant it's a major kick in the balls. I think it's also why I am on a puppy kick as well, I guess I assume a puppy is guaranteed, but with my body a pregnancy never will be. I can blame my meds, or get my hopes up that I might be preggers but the truth is I am just plain depressed and I don't know how to snap out. Worse I don't know how to make myself happy anymore  

how long have you been trying for?

Quoting InkDMomma:" how long have you been trying for?"

almost 5 years.

Quoting BoogsMaMa:" almost 5 years."

  I'm sorry honey
Have you been to a fertility specialist, had tests run, all of that?
I mean obviously you CAN have children.

Quoting InkDMomma:"   I'm sorry honey Have you been to a fertility specialist, had tests run, all of that? I mean obviously you CAN have children."

Yes, I have tubal blockage. I just recently finished chemo as well so the trying has been off and on. I also am still conceiving just not sticking which doctors say their is no reason for it. I am starting IVF/Fertility treatments in july. So I am hoping that is what I need.

Quoting BoogsMaMa:" Yes, I have tubal blockage. I just recently finished chemo as well so the trying has been off and on. ... [snip!] ... doctors say their is no reason for it. I am starting IVF/Fertility treatments in july. So I am hoping that is what I need."

I'm sorry sweetie, that is just awful.

I know there are "natural" ways people have tried to open up their tubes. Maybe try looking into those?

Quoting InkDMomma:" I'm sorry sweetie, that is just awful. I know there are "natural" ways people have tried to open up their tubes. Maybe try looking into those?"

Never heard do you have a link?

Quoting BoogsMaMa:" Never heard do you have a link?"

http://natural-fertility-info.com/blocked-fallopian-tubes

Thank you!