Quoting Erica Farmer:" Maybe it will help if I say it n get it off my chest some...within a two month period my dad died, I ... [snip!] ... I haven't really delt with my dad dying yet n I feel like I need to have this baby n then deal with it all at one time."
I'm sorry. I know how it feels. My dad died when I was three so I guess it's a bit harder when your pregnant but it's been rough I don't have any parents, neither does SO. So we've been doing this all on our own. Try to talk to someone about it, holding it in can be just as stressful on baby than talking it through.