the reason why I vanished

after I had my second babe, I went into a deep depression and pretty much I haven't been on Baby Gaga in fear of saying something really stupid or dumb or just pissing people off. I'm still depressed but I'm okay now I miss this website I miss being able to be myself. it's not that I can't be myself around my friends it's just hard to be myself when I have everybody around me dragging me down. I finally text Charlie to the curb but we do have to hang out all the time since we do have a kid together, sometimes I really hate being alone but being alone is better than being with somebody that doesn't love me.

I was thinking about you not long ago. I'm sorry things have been hard. I hope you are not trying to handle this depression on your own. Keep your head up. You will be fine.