I failed, and am disappointed in myself

I was going to quit smoking, for the 15th time it seems since I started. I've quit in the past, and by no means was it easy.

I just went MORE then 12 hours ( closer to 17) and I gave in and bought a pack.  .

Jesus, why am I so smurfing weak!? I was doing GREAT, and then the anxiety built up, and I said smurf it, and gave in.  .

I wish I never started smoking.  .

  I tried quitting last year. Now I roll my own. I smoke way less when I have to make em lol
Posted too soon, I plan on being fully quit come June because I want to drive to another state with dd and stopping for a smoke every so often is sucktastic

Throw them out or give them away! Its gonna take time and there will be times where you will slip up. You can do it

It's not too late to keep trying. Use It as a learnig experience. You're strong you can do this!!!

Quoting RunsWithScissors:"   I tried quitting last year. Now I roll my own. I smoke way less when I have to make em lol"

Smoking sucks. I was so confident in my choice too! SmUrf YOU TOBACCO! Lol

Quoting °NoName™°¯\_(ツ)_/¯:" Throw them out or give them away! Its gonna take time and there will be times where you will slip up. You can do it"

See, my friend was like just throw them away, and I got super offended. Lol. They are $9 a pack, I'm not just gonna throw them bitches away!

Maybe I will ask someone if they want them, to get them out of my house. Because I know if they are here I'll continue to smoke them.

Does anything help you like the gum or patch or anything?   <3

You shouldn't be so hard on yourself.   Keep trying!

I quit like a year and a half ago and there's still days where smoking is all I can think about.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Vile Tramp:</b>" Smoking sucks. I was so confident in my choice too! SmUrf YOU TOBACCO! Lol"</blockquote>



Seriously. I can literally quit any other addictive thing cold turkey... But tobacco. Smurf. It's my 5 min break from reality

Hey you went 12 hours-gotta give yourslef some credit. Try again next week. I'm not even committing to quitting until my youngest starts school-not with the stress in my life, because I know I will fail.

Quoting The Doctor:" Does anything help you like the gum or patch or anything?   <3"

The only reason I've quit in the past was because I was pregnant, or I just didn't have money to buy them.

I just HATE the anxiety that builds up in my chest when I know I'm out. It makes me feel panicked.

Quoting Kyliesaurus♥Roaaaar:" You shouldn't be so hard on yourself.   Keep trying! I quit like a year and a half ago and there's still days where smoking is all I can think about."

The longest I quit was I believe a year or 2... And there were WEEKS when smurf got hard, where I was just like, omg I want a cigarette! Like NOI!

I've heard the craving for them never really fully goes away.

Quoting Vile Tramp:" The only reason I've quit in the past was because I was pregnant, or I just didn't have money to ... [snip!] ... have money to buy them. I just HATE the anxiety that builds up in my chest when I know I'm out. It makes me feel panicked. "

I understand. I quit a bunch of times... it's the mental withdrawals that really suck hardcore.

Have you tried the e-cig or anything? I hate 'em, but helped my best friend and her BF quit, and they both smoked waaaay more and for way longer than I did.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Vile Tramp:</b>" The only reason I've quit in the past was because I was pregnant, or I just didn't have money to ... [snip!] ... have money to buy them. I just HATE the anxiety that builds up in my chest when I know I'm out. It makes me feel panicked. "</blockquote>


Well could it be a comfort that have that pack around but stay away. Just knowin they're there? Then you don't feel deprived but you aren't giving in? Idk if it work just a suggestion.

Quoting RunsWithScissors:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Vile Tramp:</b>" Smoking sucks. I was so confident in my choice ... [snip!] ... Seriously. I can literally quit any other addictive thing cold turkey... But tobacco. Smurf. It's my 5 min break from reality"

The only other addiction I've ever had was to a narcotic. And once I was out, I was out. And that was that. Yes, withdrawal sucked, but it was NOTHING like this.