Tomorrow will be my baby's angelversary after 4yrs. He became an angel Jan. 23, 2009. There is still an aching in my heart that some days I cannot bear but most of time I'm ok. Time really does allow the pain to be bearable. Four years ago if you tried to tell me that, I would have never believed you, but it really does. Everyone kept saying "it happened for a reason" and that was NOT what I wanted to hear! All I wanted to know was "why wasn't my baby here with me?" But now I truly believe that it happens for a reason. As much as I long to have my little one here, I know god saw it best for him to be in heaven rather than endure what might have been a very difficult situation. I have since found the man(my husband) that I was meant to be with and I know when the time is right, I will once again have the chance to have another little miracle in me! I thank all of you who gave me words of encouragement and for your kindness during the lowest point in my life. Blessings to you all.