Due date coming around...

Did any of you do anything on the due date you would've had if it wasn't for your procedure?

The biggest reason I had mine was I have crazy health problems and we weren't sure my body could handle another, and I started having pain plus my relationship wasn't good (still isn't) anyways. I've had so much anger and regret since the procedure. I would've been 38 weeks tomorrow, I could've had a new baby in 2 weeks. I regret m choice so bad, and I feel more sad and angry as the due date comes up. (feb 6) I just don't know if it would make sense to have a day alone to mourn or something. I hope that doesn't sound ridiculous I just have a hard time coping and I hate myself for what I did, even though it seemed like the best choice for my health.

No, that would be dwelling on the past and I don't regret my decision so I never think about it...
I'm sorry...  

Its no where near my due date but I have been thinking about having a ceremony for my loss. I think it's s good way to let yourself grieve but also remember. maybe letting a balloon go somewhere symbolic

My due date was 2nd february 2009... So that date is hard for me each year. You aren't alone. Don't hate yourself, it was the right decision or you wouldn't have made it  

ts not rediculous. btw I am due feb 6th .. We could have been DD buddies  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Faith Olivia:</b>" ts not rediculous. btw I am due feb 6th .. We could have been DD buddies  "</blockquote>



No offence but how is that supposed to make me feel any better? Ffs

Quoting Faith Olivia:" ts not rediculous. btw I am due feb 6th .. We could have been DD buddies  "

you're an idiot. think before you type!

It's coming up to a year since my procedure. I placed some flowers in the sea and spoke to my angel hoping he/she heard.

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Extremely insensitive.

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Not when it's not funny.

I was dreading my due date (January 2nd) but when it came around it actually wasn't that bad. IDK if it had something to do with the afterglow of new years' shennasmsmurfns though. I must admit the week after that i was really low, and the week after that even lower, I then started antidepressants and have felt better since.

I didnt have a ceremony or anything but a couple weeks before I had buried my positive pregnancy tests in the back garden. xxx

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You're in the wrong forum and dude- you really need to work on your social skills!

<blockquote><b>Quoting pixie b:</b>" I was dreading my due date (January 2nd) but when it came around it actually wasn't that bad. IDK if ... [snip!] ... I didnt have a ceremony or anything but a couple weeks before I had buried my positive pregnancy tests in the back garden. xxx"</blockquote>

I wish I still had mine. All I have is an ultrasound picture that she let me take with my phone off of their machine. I'm not lookin forward to mine Im already feeling lower and lower - I have been on antidepressants before when I was 15 but thu had put me in Prozac which made me sleep more, become a zombie and want to kill myself so I'm kind of afraid to try antidepressants again, for the most part ive been good at coping with my emotions.