please don't judge me but...(as)

all I want right now is my baby back. I just want to be pregnant again. I can't help but think about how easy it would be to have that back. the dr told me to be very careful because I'm very fertile right now. I know how I'm feeling right now is wrong and im not going to do it but I want to. I just want my baby. has anyone else felt this way before?

yes...

I'm so sorry   I can't imagine how you feel. Hugs!

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I haven't been through this before, but I imagine it is normal. Something that was a part of you is gone now..is there a certain reason why you had an abortion? If so, maybe remember the reason to help ease your mind.

when did you get the abortion done? some places offer counselling to help get you through it. maybe thats an option for you?

It's absolutely normal to have those feelings, and take your time to grieve.

Just remind yourself that you have plenty of time, and in the future when both you and your partner are ready for a child, you can welcome that child into your life with open arms and without worrying about a partner's resentment. <3

yes i felt that way too   mine was a coerced abortion as well. im so sorry. it gets better

Quoting The Doctor:" It's absolutely normal to have those feelings, and take your time to grieve. Just remind yourself that ... [snip!] ... for a child, you can welcome that child into your life with open arms and without worrying about a partner's resentment. <3"

    
This Exactly.

If the clinic offers counselling, take advantage of it. If not see if you can find a talk therapist who would see you for a few sessions until you feel better!

Yeah, I know of a few people who felt that way also. Sorry your feeling that way. It will subside in time. Like others said take advantage of the counseling and talk to someone it will help you lots.

Quoting Mum to a Monster:"      This Exactly. If the clinic offers counselling, take advantage of it. If not see if you can find a talk therapist who would see you for a few sessions until you feel better! "

Absolutely.

Quoting The Doctor:" Absolutely."

And depending on where you are located OP there are Therapists who specialize in coping with the emotions from an abortion.

I just feel like I want to take back what's rightfully mine...our what was. but after talking to a friend of mine and being able to vent a little I realized that even though I am hurting and I think that it would make me feel better it really wouldn't. I truly do want to be married to someone who loves me unconditionally. someone who I can share my faith with and put my trust in. I can never have that with my boyfriend. he does not share my faith in God, and he's far too selfish to care about anyone but himself.

today is just another day in the mix of emotions I feel. but today I am okay. thanks to all your kind words I feel okay. I know that I will have a baby with the person I am meant to be with. And I will be happy someday

yes, i felt like that too... despite my resistance it overcame me though and i ended up pregnant again just 4 months after my abortion "just like i wanted" but all it meant was i had to have a 2nd abortion  

be careful x x x