Quoting £egendary £ex:" Okay that was hard to understand, lol. But yea, pregnancy does mess w/ your sex life. We haven't had ... [snip!] ... all day but if he's sitting around on his ass? & aren't you working? So he should really be doing this stuff for you."
I just re read what I wrote, and I realize it was hard to read lol, I wrote it when I was crying so that's probably why. But I just go to school full time or well not really but 2 classes but I still have to focus and make sure I get my work done. I mean I guess if he was still working I would better understand doing things for him right now, but since he stopped he's so damn needy for everything but sex. He tells me I am not fat that he doesn't mean to make me feel that way. He never thinks before he talks or anything so that might be part of it to. I mean if we had sex maybe like once a week at least right now I would be ok, but not hardly at all is just hard on me. My sex drive shot WAY up after my first trimester was over, and then it went even more once I got to my 3rd trimester which I thought would have went down instead of up lol. I used to be fine w/out it in the beginning and then it got to the point of ok if I don't have it, I guess it's fine but I still would rather have it then not, which was the second trimester, and now the 3rd it's like no I want it and it's not fine it is an issue for me. My sister and her BD's relationship fell apart to on her end partly because he never wanted to have sex anymore after she was pregnant, and then also because they did fight. It scares me I don't want it to be like that for me. And the fact he said no more unprotected sex, uhhhh I don't like condoms because A.I'm allergic to the latex or well it irritates, and it DOESNOT feel the same. I plan to go on bc but it's freaking ugghhhhhhh. I am irritated as hell with all this right now. But I agree and I will tell him I am just not in the mood. I can make me pizza and corn dogs and quick stuff instead of meals. And when we go back to his moms and he mentions how I haven't cooked, I will tell her he hasn't had sex with me and hasn't taken care of my only need right now so why take care of his when he has 2 hands and can make it himself? He told me to that I have my hands, and that its sad that I can't please myself. It's not sad it's just that my body doesn't like my hands lol, it wants the real thing. GRRRRRR thanks for listening by the way. I am still apparently venting lol. I will just stop or tell him nope sorry I am not in the mood.