impatiently waiting ...

i know that they come when they want too .. BUT... I'm soooo tired of being pregnant and huge and sore and tired and cranky all the damn time ! I feel like im missing out on so much with my almost 3 yr old daughter beacause im constantly tired and in need on laying down and streching out ! Im so ready and excited to meet my little man and complete our perfect little family ! I have n o.b. appt today at 2:20 im praying to hear some dilation numbers ! ive been having contractions for the past 2 weeks but there very illregular   He's constantly pushing down hard and i wak around looking like hes gonna just fall outta me so i just dont get why im not dilating at all yet ! AHHHH going crazy just want to hold my baby boy and be done being pregnant for good !