So i wandered in and found this forum, and it brings back so many things... I have PCOS and have lost 6 babies to date. I have one miracle baby, a two year old little boy, and right now I am 15 weeks pregnant again. I am so terrified. I think once you've lost a baby, the fear never stops. I miss my angel's... I wonder what they would look like, and right now I am just so scared that I am going to loose this baby too. I had the same problem with my son, so badly that i couldn't bond with him and ended up with terrible postpartum depression.... any ideas?