Short vent

Sorry in advance for bitching just need to get it out. I just feel like smurf, like I fail at everything I do. We never have money, my kids don't listen to anything I say, I just want to cry all the time. Most days I just sit at home and cry because I suck at life. I have tried to talk to my husband about how I feel but he just doesn't seem to understand

Quoting Hjones84:" Sorry in advance for bitching just need to get it out. I just feel like smurf, like I fail at everything ... [snip!] ... and cry because I suck at life. I have tried to talk to my husband about how I feel but he just doesn't seem to understand"

I feel your pain. I'm in the same boat. I feel like I have no friends, seriously. And DH just started community college, money is strapped right now, and I feel so alone, all the time. Broke down two days ago and tried to explain to him how I feel to no avail.

I just want to be happy and nothing seems to make me happy any more. I should be I have 3 crazy boys that I love more than anything and an amazing husband but everything else just brings me down. I have never felt so sad and alone before and I don't know what to do to fix myself

Quoting Hjones84:" I just want to be happy and nothing seems to make me happy any more. I should be I have 3 crazy boys ... [snip!] ... but everything else just brings me down. I have never felt so sad and alone before and I don't know what to do to fix myself"

Me either. Can't afford to go to a doctor, and I don't ever want to have to take any meds, but I know what I'm feeling is bad anxiety and probably depression. Idk what to do and I NEVER get out of the house except to grocery shop or go to my parents house, I have absolutely NO social life. I feel so bad. Just throwing myself a pity party I suppose.  

Same here, I'm sure there is something I could take to feel better but I don't want meds. I don't have anyone to talk to either I am always home or at my in-laws it sucks