Have I officially lost it?

So SO has gone out tonight for the first time since LO was born. He has just gone to the pub for farewell drinks for a good mate of his thats moving to paris tomorrow (which im totally fine with) but said he is going to stay the night at his mates house so he can have a few drinks, and not risk driving home.
Anyways before he left, he kissed our 3 kids and then came over to say goodbye to me. Iv been fine so far after LO arrived (almost 3 weeks ago) but as he walked out the door I couldn't control my emotions and just burst end into tears. It's my first time with the 3 kids on my own, but I don't know why I feel like this. Even if I just think about the fact that he won't be home until tomorrow morning, I start to tear up.
I have to get used to this sooner or later, coz come Monday SO goes back to work and il have no choice but to be on my own.
Is it normal to feel like this, or have I officially lost it?

It's normal sweetie. You'll get through it. *hugs*

Maybe it's the baby blues? I was that way when I had DD. I would cry every time SO left for work and even sometimes when he was right next to me lol

Normal! It was just a big thing and change in your usual every day life and that is hard to adjust to right after a baby  

<blockquote><b>Quoting lolajessup:</b>" It's normal sweetie. You'll get through it. *hugs*"</blockquote>

Thank you  
I need all the virtual hugs I can get atm. I seriously just feel like crap. My oldest 2 are such a pain at bed time, and I'm freaking out that I'm gunna lose it tonight. It's been great the past 3 weeks coz iv had SO to help me out with these times. But I guess iv just gotta suck it up and deal with it.

<blockquote><b>Quoting saageex3:</b>" Maybe it's the baby blues? I was that way when I had DD. I would cry every time SO left for work and even sometimes when he was right next to me lol"</blockquote>


I was thinking maybe baby blues....but what's the exact definition of the baby blues anyways? Iv been trying not to think about him going back to work, coz I know il loose it with that too.

God even thinking about it, gets me emotional lol

I remember that feeling all to well, I would cry if Dh went up the road to buy the paper or get some milk (which took all but 5 minutes).
Totaly normal.

<blockquote><b>Quoting jo-jo:</b>" I remember that feeling all to well, I would cry if Dh went up the road to buy the paper or get some milk (which took all but 5 minutes). Totaly normal."</blockquote>


It's good to know I'm not the only one.
Iv already rang him in tears....I felt so stupid, but I just wanted to hear his voice. But iv successfully gotten all 3 kids to bed, after 2 1/2 hours of fighting with the older two and all 3 shall live to see another day  
God knows how I'm goin to do it though when he goes back to night shift for 7 nights straight :/