I just want...

To curl up under a rock and stay there for the rest of forever. Seriously. This entire pregnancy I've had ridiculous mood swings and awful bouts of depression and now we have all these issues with our house that we simply cannot afford to fix, my classes this semester are all harder than I hoped they were gonna be, I can't ever sleep and when I do I never want to get up. I don't want to do anything. I just want to go lay in bed and make everyone leave me alone. I don't wanna be at work. I don't want to cook breakfast and cook lunch or clean the house. I don't want to do all this homework before the baby gets here, I just want to curl up and be by myself and not have to care about anything or take care of anything.

It's like I wrote this myself.
This is exactly how I've been for a few weeks now. I'll get random bouts of wanting to be active and apply, but they don't last more than an hour or two :/

Quoting T + T = A S G ♥:" It's like I wrote this myself. This is exactly how I've been for a few weeks now. I'll get random bouts of wanting to be active and apply, but they don't last more than an hour or two :/"

I can't bring myself to do anything today. It took everything I had to come into work and since I've been here I've done nothing but sit at my desk and cry. I really hope this is just a pregnancy thing and it goes away because I don't like it. DS kept pulling my hand wanting me to play on the floor with him today and I just couldn't. I made him breakfast, then I sat on the couch and watched him play all morning. I didn't do anything until I made him lunch, then I sat right back on the couch and cried the rest of the afternoon.

****hugs****