I just had a really rough week coming to terms with a few things.
I was dating a guy, and he seemed great for me. He was into kids, had a long term job, was kind and stable... all the things I thought I needed. I wanted to like him SOOO badly. I really did.
Within two weeks he was telling me he loved me and that he wanted me to move in with me and smurf. I freaked the hell out over that, but I still thought I would deal with it.
Then my best friend, a guy I've been in love with for over a year, called me and said he was having a really hard time with things... I packed up everything and drove two hours from Mississippi back to Arkansas, and it just hit me like a sack of bricks.
I don't know why I can't keep my mind off of him, other than the fact that I just love him. I just DO. Everything the guy I was dating did reminded me of him and the fact that he wasn't him, and it just made me sick to my stomach.
This is something we've both wanted for a really long time, but one thing or the other kept getting in the way. I'm really not sure what's going to come out of this, but I just can't picture being with anyone else at this point. It's like my heart won't accept anything else.
Sorry, random vent kind of. I love the answers though. Thanks ladies!